It Seems Like Yesterday.....

There he was sitting in that seat 38K on that flight. Sitting alone thinking about lots of thing.

He was thinking about the moment he heard the sad news. Thinking about the day his mother becomes a widow after 37 years of marriage; thinking about a family who had just lost a loving dad.

He can't remember how many times he cried uncontrollably that day.

Right there again, he was thinking about the last time he met his loving dad.

Remember a few things perhaps his dad had to do before he left this world forever.

It seems only yesterday he saw his dad; giving him a loving goodbye hug and planted gentle kiss on his hands.

It seems like a few things his dad had to do; seems like he knew his life will be over soon.

His dad managed to mend relationship between himself and the guy his very son has been together with for nearly 14 years.

It seems only yesterday he saw this two men in his life talking and sampling food on the same table, together.

And he remembers the last gift his dad gave him and he remembers it so well.

He still remembers , those were the days when he wished he had a better dad; a dad that'll show his affection more toward his children. And today he wishes that he had not wished that horrible thought for he knows, he will never ever again have another loving, caring and attentive father in the world.

He is still thinking; thinking of how he will miss his dad being taken of; his soul prayed for His fogiveness by everyone back home. His body lowered into the earth and will never ever be seen again.

For this, to you my beloved dad, I am praying to God Almighty for His Forgivesness for all your wrongdoings in this world.

And also for this, he hopes that all his friends and fans will join him too; praying to God. Hoping that He will give forever peace upon his late dad's soul.

And so this my dad, this entry is especially for you; from your ever loving , far away son.

May you rest in peace.

I love you dad.

Ameen and al-fatihah.